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Sunday, February 27, 2005

Just another Sunday

It's one of those late winter days. You know the kind. You are tired of being inside all day. Yet it's too cold to go out. Sure I could be doing something constructive. Instead I'm here typing away while listening to an internet radio station.

I'm in a rut, I have been for awhile now. Is this the mid life crisis I've always heard about. If it is, shouldn't I be going out to buy that sports car? Leaving my wife for that 22 year old hottie. Moving into that new apartment and boozing it up.

That's what men in their 40's do at this time in their lives..right?

Let's look at the list. I'm single, so leaving the wife is impossible. Besides I couldn't get a 22 year hottie when I WAS 22.

The sports car, well who can afford that. Besides I have a mortgage to pay, so who needs the apartment.

Shit... I haven't had a drink since 1992.

Am I feeling sorry for myself, no! Well maybe just a tiny bit.

I keep looking around and thinking. Is this it?? Is this how the next 40 or so years are going to go. I sure hope not.

I did decide the other day that things need to change. I'm going to start with my career. Now I just need to figure out how.

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